oh everything I loved and feared, it all just disappeared

-revolution -nbcrevolution -charlie matheson -tracy spiridakos -nbc revolution -my stuff -you have to understand this girl is the genuine light of my life I will hold her above all others and viscously defend her to my grizzly dea -th and it breaks my heart to see the way she is shutting herself down and throwing parts of herself away -the girl who just wanted to see the world she believed could maybe be more beautiful and worthy than anyone ever let her believe -who set off out there with the heaviest burden of all and guilt in her heart she didn't deserve to carry that was put on her too young -she let go of danny's hand for a minute and her father freaking died and then danny was gone and she thought it was her fault -so she packed a bag and she marched across the country that wasn't anything like it should have been it was cold and cruel -she got shot in the fucking head and instead of staying in that heaven she granted herself where her family was whole and safe -she made herself wake up because she had a job to do she had to save her brother and then he just he just /died/ -and now she's stuck there left behind and she's shutting down bit by bit because feeling that guilt and that pain much longer will suffocate -her so she throws herself into missions ready to take down monroe single handedly if she has to but really just waiting for someone -to please just kill her first and let her go let her leave this place that they left her to rot in -when danny died she lost the thing she loved above all else she lost her job in life and it took her reason to live -when you have nothing left to love you have nothing left to lose you become fearless in the worst kind of way -because she's not afraid of death she craves it and she's gonna drag down as many of those cruel bastards with her -and its not fair damn it because she is good and she is light and she is hope and she deserves a better world -there is only so long you can be brave before you forget what it is exactly you're so afraid of
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